Today was the first time in a while where I really felt bored. I just read, and read, and ignored everything, and read. I had little else to do. Yet I felt like my tactics were wrong. I did not feel like I learnt enough for the time invested. Feelings are not always to be trusted. Sometimes one must close their eyes and blindly trust the system. Who's system is this? I don't know. It is a distillilation of life advice. What else can I do?
Memoirs of Umar
Thursday, 5 July 2018
Monday, 25 June 2018
Untrodden paths
I have been labouring away at this assignments for eons. I lie. I try, get confused, give up, and do more exciting things. As you are aware, I have embarked upon a quest - one of many, mind you - to gain greater fluency with words. I read, a lot, but not enough. I still feel that many teenagers could construct passages with greater clarity and eloquence than myself. I am a warfarer in an unknown land, plodding along an untrodden path, with no guide or mentor. But that's OK. Surely that lends to greater originality? Surely the best writers were once wayfarers who dabbled, and dipped, and drowned in esoteric lands, discovering new populations, encountering magnanimous benevolent characters. Does exposure to silky sentences automatically translate to an ability to produce such sentences? I know not for sure. There is only one way to find out. Continue upon my path. But first, maybe Umar, just maybe, for the sake of your humanity and your sanity, finish this darn assignment!
